You would think that after a year of living with a random person and then, 18 months serving in many places with many different people, I would get used to moving around. My apartment is really nice and my roommates seem sweet, but I just feel so lonely and so out of place. I get anxiety at night thinking about living here. I’m hoping that with time it will get better because I know that I was supposed to live here. I pray that I can get to know everyone and find my place here. I’m trying to care less what people think of me and more about meeting new people. Something happens though when I get put in situations like this- I lose all confidence. I wish I didn’t, but it’s just something I’m trying to work on.
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