November 13, 2015

Today I decided to be happy. I decided to feel okay with my life instead of wishing it was anything but what it was. I have been kind of sad lately just because everything is turning out so differently than what I thought, but I am trying to be patient. I have had so many experiences where I have had to learn the elasticity of life. Matt and I decided that we weren’t going to give us a try. He needs to figure some stuff out with a girl that is coming home from a mission in December. It’s really too bad because I think that we would make a great couple, but I just have to trust. I know that Matt is a good guy and he is just trying to make a right decision. I have to respect his agency...I would want him to do the same for me if I were in his position.