September 10, 2015

I feel like I only ever journal about work, but that is a huge part of my life right now! Or at least it’s the hardest thing! Wow, I’m only two days in and this is already really hard. I’m trying to remain upbeat about this, but work has caused me a lot of anxiety. They don’t have anyone to train me so I’m like a deer in the headlights! One of my co-workers sat down with me yesterday, but today? No one helped me! It’s frustrating because they expect me to know all this stuff, but I literally know nothing! Ha- I just sit there and try to pretend like I know what I’m doing. My Mom told me to be patient because anytime you start something new, it always feels like this! I am trying to believe her. Hopefully tomorrow goes better.